Soldier On

from by Spencer Scholes

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about

I wrote this song while sitting on the edge of my bed one night after work.
I enjoyed the brave confidence of the song which is partly why the song is so fun to play.
There is a portion of the sentiment expressed that is at oddly opposite of how I would say things and for this reason I had doubts about performing it or putting it on the album. Somehow something about it works well and resonates with people as a lot of people tell me they like the song.
It comes across as a statement of resolve, awareness, and direction.
I like that about it. The sentiment is recognizable I think especially to those who have had to turn corners in life and experience a sort of restart if you will.
With the change of only a couple words which I partly experimented with, this song would speak more clearly to the language of my experience.

lyrics

I'm gonna soldier on
go out and see for myself
I know it won't be long
go out and see for myself

So tell me why
should I be so afraid
why should I hide
just because
they don't like what I've made

I know I'm right and wrong
Just the same as everyone else
I have been weak, I've been strong
I won't forget how it felt

No matter how much I may want to
I know that I can't change this on my own
When others tell me to
It just makes me feel alone

I know there's one way home
I can't go for anyone else
No matter where I roam
I have to be good to myself

So tell me why
Should I be so afraid
Why should I hide
just because
I don't like what they've made

I'm gonna soldier on
go out, go out,
go on out, I'm gonna go on out
and see for myself

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from Dragonfly Season, released November 25, 2013
Words and music written and performed by Spencer Scholes. All rights reserved 2013

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Spencer Scholes Durham, North Carolina

Spencer Scholes writes songs hefted from the weight of experience, painted with hues of imagination, and tempered by the sting of sharp self examination. Softer sounds in his recordings conceal the foothills of volcanic stage energy. Currently, Spencer is touring nationally in support of his debut solo album Dragonfly Season. ... more

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